God put it on my heart to tell this to someone
God loves you!!!! You are wondering if He even notices you, if He sees your pain, your circumstances, He does!
He is saying to you, “Lean into me, with everything that you have left. Yes, I know you are weary. Yes, I know that it has been a long time since you have seen the sun, but I AM. You are my child and I will make a way. Hold on! Get ready the sun is coming and when it does it is is going to be magnificant!”