I realize that I haven’t done everything right, i realize that I have wasted time trying to do it my own way.
All you have ever wanted from me is my trust, and yet I struggle.
I think about the people that have let me down, and I have projected those fears on you.
As a result I have a hard time believing that You forever have the best of intentions for me.
That I can trust You fully and completely to lead and guide me.
But when I think of how loving, kind, and merciful that you have been to me, I cannot help but want to be one who walks closely with you, fully trusting you to lead me where You want me to be.
So change my heart God, make me into the fiercely loyal child that you want me to be.
Remind me that this life is not my own.
Help me to daily follow your lead, as I daily choose to lay it all down at the foot of the Cross.
I make a choice to trust you fully for my future,
And the future of those I love.
I lay all of my fears, worries, struggles, and doubts down.
And I say with all my heart
You lead, Ill follow.
In Jesus Name I pray.